return of the scaffold

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The scaffolding is back, which feels like regression. The concrete floor in the basement was stained today, and the wall tile in Zoe's bathroom is half done, so there is progress. The scaffold returned so they can finish up the clerestory before removing everything to finish the hardwood floors. That's supposed to start Tuesday or Wednesday. The kitchen sink is in, and it is a thing of beauty as far as kitchen sinks go.

Some days it feels close, some days it still feels far, far away. Most of the time I really haven't a clue what to think. Most of the time I just feel tired.

Today's rain matched my spirit, and when the clouds parted late and we left to attend Mass, things felt a lot better.

I really just want to go home.